Great man become great through pain. Is it something I truly believe? At this very moment I am asking myself that.
What do I truly believe about becoming great?
Do I want to become great or is it something I want because we worship great men? The very fact that I am asking myself this question is itself the answer then.
I am tired of prescriptions. Knowledge is social currency. I am rich. But I am also poor. I read books. I know the ‘how to’ for everything but I am searching for the ‘what to’ everywhere.
The search for ‘what to’ is a distraction. I know that. But a distraction from what? I don’t know that.
Or maybe I do and I am scared of finding out the answer. Maybe the answer is that I am happy with my achievements. But I am not happy with that answer.
Why?
This blog was written for others. Now I am writing it for self. For the audience of one. I am going to force the answer out of myself. By writing.
I don’t have any choice left.
In search of truth 